Right this minute

OMG.. My heart is beginning to beat real fast. THE DAY is coming. So near. *faint*

Feelings: Happy and Sad at the same time. *feeling silly*

I still have so many things to do here. I don't know where to start. My mind feels confused but it shouldn't be, as I've done this before.

It is hard to let some stuff go, but I have to.
Saying goodbye to the things I have come to enjoy.

I'm making things stressful for myself when it shouldn't be! *gasping*

Argh.. 12.20am.

I need help!

Definitely confused but looking forward to it at the same time~~